Should be END??

Should i continue to write the feeling of me?
Doesn't that means i have nothing to write?
We contact back...but more than less i think..

Just you will find me..
I call you~you wont answer..
Then i must wait for your message or call...
Miss you~~

Where are you?
What you doing?
How are you?
You miss me?
77530~~

A badly MONDAY

Today i keep forget this & that.
After back from KL..wanna go back to Sepang.
I having accident at LEKAS Highway...
Sad><

My right hand can't move==
pain & pain & pain & pain><

Gonna sleep...
To Be Continue...

Friday Saturday & Sunday

I don't think i can continue these post more..
I can't control myself every time i sit here and type..
Today i sent a message to you..77530~~
Only you will know that..

I actually quite have a crazy Friday till Saturday.
Mahjong until midnight on Friday,then dagei....
Went to SOGO on Saturday,I bought a new wallet..
Just a POLO><
Sisha at Pavillion with Charlene Low wa....
My 1st time==give you wa...zadou><

Back at morning 6.30am after dagei again..
Sunday~~after wake up i very very headache..
Went to Garden & Midvalley..
MATTA fair & Sushi ZANMAI..
never take picture because the NAKIYO just keep eating....

Back to home & sleep...
tired + headache~~~

Going to sleep soon...
Miss You~

Thursday The 11st day.

SMS with you today.I really didn't act cool.
Just feel tired after working.Sorry.
I don't know how to explain with you.
But i really frustrated and don't know how to reply your message when i saw it.

You didn't reply me after few message.I think you have already angry.
I just can apologize at here for you.
SORRY.

I hope you don't angry anymore.I really never act cool in front of you.
We still have the communication problem.
Maybe 1 day we will find out the solution for each of us.
It is better we temporarily less contact.
Sorry again.

I have treat you badly.
You have the right to choose never reply my message.

NEMO feel tired today><
I have a long long way to go.I hope my future will be bright.
Thanks for your scold every time, Erica.
Thank You.I will think about it..

The 9th & the 10th DAY.

Nothing Special.
I called you on monday night.U off my call.
Quite sad.I have accept it.
We have to keep our promises between us.Right?

I want to answer your call on monday.I scare.I worry.
Sorry for that.Call back you after that,but not me.is NAKIYO~lolx
Always think you in the midnight.
Why like that har??Don't know ler..
Maybe my feeling on you still at there.

To Be Continue...MISS YOU~

The 8th day

Miss to write the blog yesterday because brother's girlfriend using laptop.xD
You missed call me in the afternoon,then NAKIYO took my phone to call you again,no people pick up.lolz~~
Maybe i should not think too much on that,just click wrong maybe.

In the night,i try to call you.
BUT>Just Forget it la.
Is time to let go.I should not persistent it too much.
My 8th day just a normal day, ERICA.
Hope you have a nice day always.

Miss ♥

Saturday the 6th day & Sunday the 7th day.

Saturday like as usual.i can't find you~
I have used to with it.
I went to sepang MERDEKA RACE & CAR SHOW at night.
I hope that you will appearing at there.but lastly u didn't
Still can remember 1 dream.i dreamed you call me,but i never pick up.
Enjoyed my saturday & i think you too.
You always more enjoyed your weekend than me.

Sunday 8/8/2010
Already 1 week i never find you.

The 5th Day & the Sudden Day.

Currently outside.
You message me just now.I almost told you that I miss you.
I can't continue with that anymore,i will fall more deep inside.

I told you that I'm dead.
Luckily i still can control my emotion.
I miss you.
I stop all this by myself,i need to go thru all this by myself.
This is my choice.i knew it!

Your message really broke my mood for whole day.
You make me think of you for whole day.
How good you are.You say that we just pretend don't know each other.
The 5th day i never listen to your voice.
The 5th day i never find you.
The 5th day i suffering.

NEMO is DEAD.
Stop find me again.i scare i will lose control.
I don't want to love you anymore although i still loving you.
I try hard to forget you.

GOOD LUCK!

4th Day.

Today is the 4th day.
I lying on bed just now and start thinking on there.
This is the 1st time i thinking for everything after the day we argue.

I START TO WORRY YOU.
I WORRY YOU UNHAPPY.
I WORRY YOU FEELING NOT WELL.
I WORRY YOU STOMACH FEELING NOT WELL.
I WORRY YOU CRYING AT THERE ALONE.

I waiting for you message every moment.
I Miss you,ERICA.
I really Miss you.

Still how long i can go thru?
Still how far i can go thru?
I don't know><

GOOD LUCK.

3rd Day Without YOU..

This is 3rd day we never contact.
Is it we really act to don't know each other forever??

I never prejudice to your friend around you.Just i want to protect you!!!
I scare to back home everyday...
1st>ARGUE WITH FAMILY
2nd>I WILL AUTOMATICALLY THINK OF YOU
3rd>I HAVE NO PRIVACY AT MY HOME
3 reason is enough to let me stay outside with friend..
At this moment,I really need some friend...

I saw 1 sentence at one of my old friend BLOG...[LuTlUt]
No matter life s how harder, go ahead because time s never stop for waiting you.

"No matter life's how suffer, go ahead because no one will feel pity for you."
This is my sentence...lolx...
Hope my life will be better,as i wish^^

The 4th 5th 6th 7th 8th 9th days coming..i have to pass it!!!
Good Luck NEMO~

A old song.

I just changed a song on my blog.
Although this is an old song~
But this is what i want to tell you now!!!

You can't see it.you won't know it.
All my feeling.

I AM REALLY SUFFERING FOR IT!!!!
I AM TRYING LET MYSELF TO LET GO!!!
WHY I THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN WHEN I AM ALONE???

The 2nd day...

The 2nd day.
once i just wake up today.i do back the same thing.
check SMS on my phone,unfortunately no message.

I don't know how many days i can do it.
i had take my phone and feel to call you.
my mind stop it.
"THIS IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH"
because i will feel sad.

Today balik kampung see basketball competition.because i have nothing to do.
no people date.no people find me.
have a conversation with KCK after reach home.
we really have some agreed point.lolz

tomorrow have a lot of work.
and i also working hard to forget about all of you.

GOOD LUCK TO ME!

Is it all END??

Finally,we end up in a strange situation...
I know we don't hope tat situation..but we are on the different side.
1 people 1 FUCK OFF.

I really wish i didn't send u the SMS that night.
I can't control my emotion.you forever forever will not understand me.
How i think,what i think.
All the negative is on me.

I don't know this is good or bad for me.
We have a lot of good memories.but we never took photo for those memories.
Don't worry,all is in my mind forever.

I try to help you every moment.
I try my best to beside you when you need me.
I gave you all i have.
Now, i gave up all the things on you.

I don't wanna to fight for you.
Rather i hurt,rather i cry,rather i lost everything..
I just hope you can be happy lastly.
Good luck to you!Take care for you!

I am leaving you,his not the things i want.
but i gotta to do it,this is good for you and me.


[We will greet if meet next time?We will smile to each other if meet next time?]
I don't know.
I just know i will not willing to leave your sight.
I appreciate every moment with you every time.

I gonna to start my new life again...
My life will suck without you?
I hope NO!
But i know will!

Don't worry,I am ready to suffer for it~
Good luck to me too.